I'm Back? Perhaps.

Hey guys,
There's something about having your own blog, your own personal space where you can share your views on things with other people. I'll try and keep this short, but I just wanted to write a blog post about everything that's been happening. Things have been crazy, and now I've finished University I'm this in this vast space where I've no idea what's going to happen. I've been so stressed lately because I'm so concerned about the future, about where I'm going to be in two months, what's going to be happening. I hate change. It's showing.
My house contract ends the 15th August. So not only do I have this looming feeling of change hanging over me, I have a date to match it; which is terrifying. It's almost like it's my first day of primary school all over again. This panic feels like drowning and at twenty I feel as though I shouldn't be drowning, I should be swimming towards something.
My parents have said I can have my room back at home, which is kind of them. This would mean I would have to get a job in London (or nearby) which is equally terrifying. I just don't like not knowing what's going to happen.
I guess, what's important is to enjoy the here and now. Make the small changes you want to make. Become a better person. Evolve, reform and learn . I just have to know that things will be okay. Things always happen for a reason. Right?
Love,
TSITR xo