No i'm not in a "oh he's SO handsome!" mood, actually to be honest with you dear reader, i am quite obviously frustrated with the boys at my school, the boys at MY school-not you dear reader, i assure you.
People ask me quite often if i "like" someone, they mean is there someone i want to pursue a relationship with, GROSS. usually i first want to ask them if their blind, i DO wear a purity ring that clearly states "Love Waits" and secondly, what guy is fitting my standards for love right now? none.
Girls, if you're ever told you should "lower your standards" for the "perfect" guy, DON'T.
better yet, set them even higher,if your beliefs on what your future husband should be are from God, they will not change as the years go by-don't let the world push you around, set 'em high, and leave the rest to God.
Since this is an entirely ONLINE world, and not something many people tend to read, i will share something..
i've not been very "nice" to the boys at my school, I've kicked them, threatened them and completely ignored them at times. I'm sure that you have done this at some time, but i just wanted you to know how imperfect i am. which is true.I myself believe i have had a good reason to do this, but i understand i should really just place myself where the boys can see that i am not. interested. and that they should get.lost. and not.come.back.
If you were to meet me today, i would come across as quiet, reserved and not interested in regular social activities. I probably wouldn't talk to you, unless i worked up the nerve, but i would probably just sit on my chair away from everyone else, sort of "outside the box" and watch and think until i was required to leave. That's what i do all day in school, i can't help it. i literally can NOT interest myself in the common school girls Godless chatter about non-important things, and the guys..well i just don't follow theirs. i promise i am not being judge mental, i have honest l tried-it just doesn't hold my interest.
Today in English we could write letters to a soldier in the war, i did do one and i hope i get to become pen-pals with one, pen-pals is something i have really wanted to do for a long time.. but like that picture above, (which i LOVE, crossed process!!) i would rather stand and watch a million fish swim by,than go shopping or talk about guys that are "hot".i'm sorry to have burdened you with these thoughts, but i decided you would be the best person to come too and that you would also be the best listener.
i hope i was right.
i can count on you, can't i?
Godbles my friends
LizB
