Psalms: 138
~ 7 Though I walk in the midst of trouble,
you preserve my life.
You stretch out your hand against the anger of my foes;
with your right hand you save me.
8 The Lord will vindicate me;
your love, Lord, endures forever— ~
I have been through a lot in my life. Things I would never like to repeat. I lived in ways, I would never like to live again. I loved the wrong men, I hope to never love those types of men, EVER!
But, through every painful moment, when the out side world saw me struggling. While , there mocking was increasingly hurtful and meant to be harmful. There was but, One, thought in my mind and that was God in the name of Jesus.
So, As, I walked the mocking streets of that past life, I held my head up high. Because, I knew God in Christ was holding me up and keeping me focus on living Life. This verse was one of the ones, I, repeated over and over. Until, my family, brought me home.
Where, I healed, and I Thank God, daily. I’am so completely amazed, by Him, every time I reflect back! Also,I don’t look back in tears, maybe, I get angry at times. But, I’am so, glad it happen. It has made my relationship with God and Christ stronger. I have learned many things from that experience about myself and how the world, can come against you, really!.
I’am also thankful of being a survivor of being severely bullied. It was by, some powerful and influential people. I did it, with pure and simple Love, of a loving Father and the teachings of a kind bother in Christ. With, faith like that of Job. Accept, I wasn’ t, totally as innocent as he was. However, that experience, has made me more of a compassionate, humble and strong person. Amen to that!
Oh well, not writing n progress today, but, my life. I thought, I share this with you all. I feel someone out there needs this.
Here’s the story of the Prodigal son if you’d like to read.
Have a blessed day in the name of Jesus Christ~ Amen
