Realising.

Hey guys,
Life update, this part of my life is called realisation. I've learned over the past couple of weeks that their are certain situations I can't control and some I can. For example, I can't control what happens in the future, I can't control what'll happen with my book BUT I can control how I handle these situations and what I do with my life. I can't just sit on my bum all day and wait for these things to come to me. I have to work hard to achieve these things and whilst things may not always work out how I expect, I have to keep trying. Without hard work and motivation my book won't get an agent and therefore it won't work. UNLESS I work hard and try! I want to be truthfully honest and say I get annoyed at people I see when reaping the awards but these rewards are all reaped through hard work. I'll also admit I do want to have someone as an agency to help me with my YouTube channel and sometimes feel let down. But I have to keep trying because without trying I won't achieve anything. The main thing I want to do at the end of the year is get my book rolling. That's what I'm going to focus my hardest on. With that I want to get a job at University and I want to be happy with how my life is. Even when I get just one comment I can't help but smile because I love it when someone watches my video. Thank you for that from the bottom of my heart.

Love always,
TSITR xxx