Hey guys,
Really weird mood but here's what kind of spurted out:
Tonight I'm alone,
I'll always be alone.
When you left ,
the world got cold
you were sucked in
by a black hole.
Called death.
It took you away
and alone I stayed.
Now my only comfort
is the fresh linen sheets
that cool ghost shrouds me.
I cry as I see you under the duvet.
You're laughing at my mother's old slip
that covers the blanket that's over you.
It is a warmth and compassion that I miss.
The gently kisses and your teases.
Now I am alone, with a journal
stuffed with your tedious notes.
I splash drops of water on them,
regretting the ink that slips.
Oh no, the words are slipping and sliding.
I can't stop the tears that begin to fall.
I cower and I call,
where are you to break my fall.
You left me after all.
It wasn't my fault they said.
It was a car accident your mother said.
It was my fault,
that I drove too fast,
we were having a row
and now I know, I really was a cow.
I love you.
I wish you were here to hold me under the sheets my love.
So we could both let the covers fold over us.
So we could have dreams of endless falling.
So that we would wake up in a better place than I am.
Than where you aren't.
Love,
TSITR <3