The Cheat

Hey guys,
Just a short piece (non edited) hope you enjoy it!
It was wrong to share this bed, you loved someone else; not me. Yet, I loved you with all compassion and spirit within and I was stupid to fall into your traps that ate me up. I was the hopeless deer to which you were the predator; you were hungry but so was I. I was hungry to be loved, to kiss you, a mad frenzied passion I couldn't hold on to. You were hungry to eat; to divulge, to escape all your problems you felt. You didn't want me. You never wanted me. You wanted her. I was like the last scrap on your plate, I was the golden egg, I was the desired but never the treasured. I was arrow to your heart, I was the falling star that you wanted to catch. I was everything she wasn't. I was older than her, I was educated, I had a job, I was an adult. She was a girl; we were contrasts, we were polar opposites. And yet, you lusted for me. You said you wanted me; was it in the moment? Was that it? When you kissed her was it liking kissing me with all my hastened passion? Did it burn you heart when you dumped her because you couldn't live a lie? Did I believe that you would come running? Did I? Don't make me laugh, the desired can never give in. I stood like an martyr when I watched you sob. I laughed inside at your pain. The cheat who cheated his own heart. You stand, alone, single and unwanted. I stand tall knowing that you got all you deserved but knowing I should never have given in. Never to have trusted you with my shadow. You stole from me I stole from your heart. I ate bits of it up to keep and for them to rot in my stomach till death. I wanted that heart and you only wanted lust. I guess a cheat and a traitor is a true liability.
Love,
TSITR