I walked and walked until I got in to my car and drove. My mind
is on how I feel, I’ am dress for interest of common appeal.
Why is it so windy when I’ve decided to wear my hair down.
are these people going to be up for a bit of a scare.
Did I lock the door on my out, should I go back since
I’ am in doubt.
I don’t feel I 'am dressed right any way , to go out to a fancy
area as this, maybe I should do this some other day.
Than I can check the lock, make sure my irons off as well
Yeah that’s it, than I can dodge what may be a big fail.
But, oh, damn in order to make a U-urn , I need to go through this high class
place. Now I 'am concerned,
Because, the preacher lady on my iPhone , said at this exact time
"you may not be where you want to be but, your where you need
to be, " her voice is sooo monotone.
So, what else can i do , as I harshly turn the app off, before entering
this classy four story parking structure, with a place for someone to
hand wash my car on atop a loft.
Right now, I’d rather be at home being a bum. but, I’ am here now
digging in my purse for some gum.
running my finger’s through my hair, and finally resolving I don’t care.
I have never gain anything I every wanted through comfortable spaces’,
So, buck up emotions and insecurity it’s time to get use to some ritzy
and unfamiliar places.
I went job hunting yesterday and this was my experience of doing so, Oh, well Bless me luck everyone. I moved here to expand my career, so I have to reach out and do it, or let the advantages and opportunities of this town pass me by. Oh, yeah my GPS can't say U-Turn so it say the above.
Blessings Live Life uncomfortably Smiles ~ Leah
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©LeahJLynn ~5/24/12
