Dealing With My Life's Current Lack Of Structure

“Time is like the wind, it lifts the light and leaves the heavy.” – Domenico Cieri Estrada

I have a confession to make…I haven’t really been wise in spending the extra time I have in my hands.And no, I’m not proud of it.And if there’s something about my life that I would like to improve on…It would be its current lack of structure.
Ever since I left med school (in July 2011) for a life that is much less stressful…Too much extra time made me feel overwhelmed.And obviously, it overwhelmed me in a sort of negative way…
Knowing that I am now more in control of my time…I’ve become far too complacent.And most of my time was spent in inaction…Like oversleeping and irregular sleeping habits…And lack of physical activity.Well, basically, doing nothing.And if I didn’t really blog…I wouldn’t accomplish anything at all.
I’m embarrassed to admit this.And the fact that…I have some serious growing up to do.
But time is precious.And wasted time can never be brought back…
So are the years to my life.