Last Friday started the New Year weekend holiday.And maybe the word holiday intensified our cravings for Japanese food.So off we (I, my sister, and our parents) went that night to this classy resto that serves Japanese food.We were then seated at a table for four, ordered our favorite Japanese dishes, and as we waited for our food, conversed a little.
I, as per usual, was randomly taking snapshots of inanimate objects that caught my eyes.While it may seem weird to other people, I found it enjoyable.And it’s becoming one of my favorite hobbies.My mom then suggested that perhaps I could take a crash course in photography.And yes, it sounded interesting to me.But I haven’t made up my mind just yet…If I should take a crash course or not.
Of late, I’m having a bit of a problem with making decisions.Or maybe I’m also a bit scared of trying out new things.Afraid to take risks.Or maybe it’s more of what I wanted to do with my life remains unclear to me.I don’t know.I really don’t know.It confuses me.
These are the issues I am having with myself lately.Issues I need to resolve.And, I hate to say this…But reality tells me that this has to be resolved soon.Because time does not go backwards.And I’m not getting any younger.
I’m worried.And I’m feeling pressured.
God, please enlighten me.
