You got severe disease and you feel sad? You are not alone. Suicide? We are in the same boat. Well, I don’t know when I got caught this severe contagious infectious disease. I have no idea. Really. If I may guess, I think I got this when I was still a student at high senior high school. You know what is it? Let’s just don’t go on very detail of it.
As I mentioned, it is literally severe contagious infectious disease. When I was diagnosed positively, I thought my life was already broken. I cried and thought “Ya Allah, why me?” What have I done? Is it curse for me?
However, fortunately I have met doctors earlier and I hope Insha Allah, this will not be that severe. I am lucky, I have family who always support me that are by my side to fight it.
Yes! There is still hope! I must carry on to fight this disease and get cured. I want to live my life! I still have dreams to make come-true. In my treatment, I might get side effects, but I have to be grateful to my Allah, that I am still alive. Allah is testing me. I believe in Allah, that He is planning something good for me by giving me this disease. God works in mysterious way, right? I think positive. I must value life that had been given to me. I am not a religious person, but yes! It’s a gift from God! Life is a priceless gift. Don’t waste it.
If death people were given one chance to come back to this world with severe condition, I believe they would accept it. Why? Of course, because there will be reasons that they want to see their family again, fix their faults, to say sorry and so forth so on.
Never lost hope.
