I wonder ,
who I am ,
where did I come from,
where and when I am gonna go ,
who
do I love,
who is this
who I hate,
who do I belive in ,
who I dont,
who do I write about ,
my illusive world,
my thoughts ,
my dreams ,
all put together
force me ,
to contemplate
in my illusory world ,
my virtual love !
Is this,
how I am gonna go ?
The gloominess in mind ,
painful have become my strides ,
try to read my stars ,
try to read my palms ,
at no conclusion, I arrive !
Will
go on ,
few mor years ,
may be a decade ,
solace ,
I can see is not in my fate !
but why,
Where did I go wrong ?
What is my fault ?
Why did you not choose
to cuddle me ,
the way you do it with your loved ones ,
And give me some respite ?
Am broken,
cant rise,
tears in my eyes,
have now dried !
Crave for life,
has now died !
My ambitions,
my desires,
no more I am enticed by,
"O" my dear life !
Now
when i have opined ,
least you care
for this li'll one ,
dont take
no more time ,
show me the way
to exit "O"my life !
Scattered my soul ,
bits and pieces
of my heart ,
now,
need some rest,
if i can find !
Let me go
now ,
but
a
querry I shall make ,
when we are face to face ,
how could you
be ,
at times ,
ruthless
"O" MY DEAR LIFE !
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