My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me? Why are You so far from helping Me, And from the words of My groaning? — Psalm 22:1
Lately… I look at the blog and I see a shade of gray… Mixed with hues of blue… Like dark clouds that began to envelope a once sunshiny place… And then the rain comes falling…
But just like after every thunderstorm… A rainbow will appear… And this little blog will be filled with colors once more.
Lately… My roller coaster of emotions has found its way down at the bottom… And perhaps it will remain there for a while.
But just like how it did before… The roller coaster shall again make its way up high.
Lately… I’ve been carrying this heavy load in my chest… But I’m not sure where this loneliness is coming from. And no… I don’t attribute it to hormones… For that time of the month is over.
On Saturday night… When I was finally inside my room and all alone… I cried out to God. I told Him about the pain in my heart and what’s causing it. My tears fell and I was sobbing. I complained and questioned God for my misery.
And then… I suddenly remember the post I wrote before… Where I challenged myself to always look into the brighter side…
It silenced my crying… And it quieted my hurt… Until I finally fell asleep.
This, too, shall pass.
