I usually write about such deep topics on my blog for several reasons because I don't want this to be a depressing blog to I don't always want to be a Debby Downer. The one thing that has changed in the past few months is I do want this blog to be real and something that I am proud of.
I struggle with failure everyday to the point that I'm paralyzed with making mistakes. I am an extreme perfectionist. I want everything to perfect. I want to perfect in every aspect of my life. Early in our marriage I felt that I NEEDED to do everything. I would come home to cook dinner, clean house, do laundry, and work out. After a while the hubs sat me down and said that I didn't need to do everything. He could and wants to help me out.
At work I feel like I need to take on everything with my clients. If I have a group I want to be involved in every aspect. It has a lot to do with some of the people that I work with as well. I still feel like I need to prove to them that I deserve to be here. It's tough being a girl in a male dominated industry. You always have to be on top of your game, because they are waiting for you to make a mistake and take your job.
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