I'm Not Worthy

Most of the time I walk around with my "crazy lady" grin, but sometimes I have one of those days.
After last week, today was was one of those days.I have soo many balls up in the air, that my biggest concern is that they are all going to land at once. Waiting, I've found out, is not my strongest suit.I needed to come up for air, but rarely do I vent outside of my circle. Today I did.I'm just that frustrated."I'm waiting on so many folks," I shared with a colleague.  "While I wait, there's nothing more I can do than hope (and pray) that everything lands where it should," I told him.Less than ten minutes later he sent me a Facebook message "call me."What happened during our call was nothing short than a God send. I was in awe of how quickly he acted without me having to ask for help."What have I done for you to act so nicely towards me?" I found myself asking him."I mean, wow. What you have done is just incredible!" I told him.I think this went on for a few minutes. I just couldn't fathom how someone, who's only met me twice -in real life- could go out of his way to be, well, so kind and helpful with me.I'm the helper. I'm the person that helps others, but others, either think I have it together 100% of the time, or could care less when I don't.I think it's the latter.Today the universe gave me exactly what I needed, even if "I" don'r think I'm worthy.